I really do appreciate the thoughts and undulations and know they come from the heart...but they also come from a skewed perspective. I have no choice.
I am not one of the Warrior Elite by choice, you actually have to chose not to be one. I practice, I train, I study because there is no alternative. Believe me, if I could sit on the couch and dip my chocolate chip cookies in my 4x Mochas with whip cream and still have this level of health, and strength and awareness, I'd be shoving fools out of the way.
But every morning I have a choice right? Do I stay in bed and rest? Or do I hoist my 700 pounds up with aching joints and ignore the delegation of muscles whining about oppression. There is no choice. I am what I am.
But why do I do it? To inspire others? I inspire children to embrace great character, I inspire old folk to grow young, I inspire shoulders to straighten, and I inspire nervous titters to grow into confident laughs. I see all this in the people that I train to be warriors.
I do not think of such things when I train. I set up my tasks and decide if I draw my sword or heft my axe. That is the only choice I face.
It is not possible to intellectualize what I do. An old boy once said, "To be idle is a short road to death and to be diligent is a way of life; foolish people are idle, wise people are diligent." Some folk called him Buddha. Practicing constant diligence is my dream and that is why I do it.
by Sea Monkey |
If you continue to be inspired by me, then you are welcome.
If you do not wish to waste your time, but rather live you Dharma and inspire others...then Thank you. It is a lonely road and I appreciate the company.
DarkArashi
2 comments:
Someone asked me once why i chose my career. And you're right... Its hard to intellectualize what we do. I just said "because I wake up loving my work and keep in shape." sure beats a sit down cubicle job.
Nice, ours seems a thankless one until the students catch on. Then we run.
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